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wondering...does shared hatred equal friendship? Or, at least my dear daughter wondered this yesterday.

I questioned her to see if something was going on at school between friends. She said, "No, I'm thinking a little more globally than personally. If two people hate the same thing, are they friends?"

I think that true friendship is based on sharing genuine emotions. I don't think hatred can be genuine so I'm guessing the answer is no.

She's 10. I wonder how her questions are going to evolve.

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Rob Monroe said…
Wait - they ask loaded questions like that? I'm gong to begin duct taping Abby's mouth right now! (kidding, of course)
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